This article is meant for Abers but others may be able to understand/follow it as well.

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Dear Len,

my dream burns bright within me. I have followed the energy of what excites me vibrationally via focuswheel-ing and appreciation lists (my 2 fave processes) and today got a very specific idea in my imagination. At first I felt “this is it” and was so happy and excited, but then I started to feel major anxiety about it. What is up with that? X, Amy*

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Dearest Amy* (and fellow Aber),

You’re a true wizard! You’re not an ‘action slut’ but a deliberate creator. What an honor! It is a small # of people who understand that. You have been able to comprehend something that not many people do, even the ones who go on and on about Law of Attraction but don’t truly accept that it’s entirely an emotional/thought journey. That’s Wisdom, and wisdom is a huge accomplishment! So, *BIG APPLAUSE*!!!!!

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Now, about the issue at hand: you must continue the focuswheel+appreciation process! Here’s why.

You’re uncomfortable because you’re not stable yet. You are VERY close but not quite there vibrationally.

If you remember Abraham’s emotional scale, you are now in ‘overwhelment’ and “impatience”. Yes, you felt great joy briefly, but that is not your overall vibration. Basically, you got in the vortex and then it spit you out. So, still some work to do. And not much because overwhelment is pretty darn close vibrationally to joy.

First, back up a little bit. Come back to things you have under control now. Feel the comfort of things you’re already good at. Beat that drum until you feel confident again. There is no hurry, and this won’t take long.

Confidence is what’s lacking here, so think about whatever makes you confident now. Start with small things, easy things. “I can make pancakes. I have a nice bathroom.” Anything that makes you feel good and proud.

From your new confident vantage point, you’ll see the whole situation more clearly. Maybe that specific idea is actually not IT but it had many of the wanted elements. Or maybe it is IT but now you’ll be able to see it in a new light, and as something you can truly belong to, without intimidation. It all becomes clearer when you are in THE VORTEX.

Your IB is in the perfect reality, the total answer to your asking. So it really doesn’t matter if that specific thing is it or not. Because, you can get to the perfect match. The only reason why you are now attached to that specific thing is because you want your desire to happen ASAP and you fear that it will take forever to come up with another idea. Don’t think of it that way. Keep returning to the knowing that you want to attract what’s already in your Vortex. It’s not a case of someone needing to give you something. It’s a case of following your own bread crumbs to your own creation. As you know from Abraham, the thing you want is being held for you indefinitely. So in other words, you can’t miss the bus. That’s important because, as i wrote, you are tempted to jump the gun a bit. And, I really want you to know that you don’t need to fear losing the manifestation. It will wait for YOU. You are going to get what you want!

Get back in the vortex. Things will get clearer and then, boom- manifestation. And don’t hold on to that specific thing too tightly because what your IB has planned for you may be 10x better. One thing you can trust in is that your IB adores you. So trust Her creation.

You are VERY Very close.

Love,

Len

In Serbian, ladybug is buba mara, which means “Bug Mara” or “Bug Mary”. I believe that ladybugs are related to Mother Mary and other similar feminine energies in all cultures.

The dots on lady bug’s back tell us how old it is. Why, I wonder! I mean, lady bugs can’t count. But we humans can! The dots certainly add to lady bugs mystique and uniqueness.When a lady bug lands on you, there is always a feeling of wonderment and being blessed that accompanies the event. It also feels very playful, very childish in a way.Even people who hate bugs often love lady bugs. They are small, gentle and cute!

I saw two ladybugs, maybe more, in my bathroom today, which was new! I have seen spiders, butterflies, moths, and other little creatures come inside, but never ladybugs. I took this to be a very good sign of some important manifestations being on the way. I could think of two right away: one was the final healing of my skin through living clay, and the other was getting clients and being able to financially support myself through life coaching. What wonderful news!